Bubbles, bubbles, bubbles

These photos are from the first rolls of films that I developed myself last year - and as such, they are full of all the beginner mistakes that you make when starting something new. These particular photos have ‘bubbles’ on them, left behind by the chemicals as the film dried after developing. I didn’t realise at the time that there was an optional stage of ‘wetting agent’ that would have stopped this which is frustrating, but here we are.

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Funnily enough, I’ve now run out of all the other chemicals I had, and now I have a big bottle of wetting agent just sat in a cupboard haha. We live, we experiment and we learn right!

I’m still trying to decide if I’m going to develop my own films again - on one hand, it was a really tactile, methodical process that I enjoyed doing - and the feeling of seeing the photos that you took straight from the tank was pretty awesome (I must also add that the feeling of a blank roll from the tank is also incredibly gut wrenching - high highs and low lows this film business) . On the other hand, I now have my ME/CFS diagnosis and on top of working full time and all my other hobbies (crochet, knitting, reading and cuddling my cats) developing my own film just seems like something thats easier and less effort to outsource now. (Chronic illness, the gift that keeps giving). I guess I wouldn’t say I would never do it again, just not in a hurry.

If you want an accurate reflection of how this film looks when done right, this is not the post (haha) however I will refer you to this review on Emulsive.

Camera: Canon EOS 750
Film:
Kodak TMax P3200
Location: Harewood House, Leeds

2020 366 PROJECT 23-25

It seems a little odd sharing the photos from a failed project of one of the strangest years we’ve ever experienced - but here we are - the ripples of 2020 echo through…

23/366/2020 - The first signs of Spring starting to pop up

23/366/2020 - The first signs of Spring starting to pop up

24/366/2020 - My nephew and current fave small boy in the whole world (hes about to have a little brother soon - so I can’t say that for long haha). His smile brightens my worst days and honestly, I miss him so much it hurts. I’m glad he doesn’t rea…

24/366/2020 - My nephew and current fave small boy in the whole world (hes about to have a little brother soon - so I can’t say that for long haha). His smile brightens my worst days and honestly, I miss him so much it hurts. I’m glad he doesn’t really have the same concepts of time and distance as I do as hes much happier for it - and I’m happy when hes happy <3

25/366/2020 - We took Elijah to the farm and he watched his Mum feed the sheep.

25/366/2020 - We took Elijah to the farm and he watched his Mum feed the sheep.

Film: Kodak T-Max 400- sent to me by Kodak Alaris and developed and scanned by myself (hence the water stains - such an amateur ha)

Beningbrough Hall Revisited

I’m catching up with my photos from 2019 and as I went to put the photos together here, I felt nervous. These are not perfect. I developed them myself and frustratingly, they didn’t dry too well, so they look messy. And even after sooo many years of blogging - that feeling of exposing yourself - and your flaws - it still makes my toes curl.

But at the same time - I love these photos - you know I love a historic house, I love little details, I love silhouettes and I love that once I get the hang of developing my own photos, these will be another vital part of the growth of my photography journey. And growth is messy!

Camera: Canon EOS 750
Film: Kodak Tri-X 400 - sent to me by
Kodak Alaris and developed and scanned by myself (flaws and all ha)
Location:
Beningbrough Hall