Just.

Blogging is a huge struggle for me right now. It's hard to explain but I'm just not feeling it. I have photos to share, but they're from months ago. I haven't taken any recently. It hurts to say that. But I haven't. I don't know when I will again. It hurts to say that too. I feel like I'm waiting for the drive to come back to me, but it has been gone a while now... I've always been emotionally driven to do things, which is great, when it's working... but when it's not. It's not great... and it hurts. So I'm not pushing myself, I'm giving myself the time I must need and I'm trying not to add any more pressure because I know I should be blogging.

But I'm here, I'm looking at others blogs (but admittedly not commenting much), I'm trying to keep up and stay involved. And it's nearly Christmas... phew.